What music means to me...

For me it is really hard to describe what music means to me. It is a part of my life. And it
influences my growth.
When i was young, I do not know I was born in a musician family. You know, a child do not have any concept about this. I know i live in a small house with just two rooms including a bath room. When i grow up, I know there is a faculty for Conservatory of Music. Well, actually my grandmother and my mother both play the flute as professinal player in the orchestra. My grandfather did the same jov but he play viola. And my dad work in the conservatory of music. But at the beganning, they did not tell me anything about music, and they did not expect me do the same job with them. I play the flute because at that time I did not have a good score in my study. In my country, a good score really is a big deal, it can effect people which school you can attend to. So my grandmother teach me how to play the flute, that can add a little bit score when you pass the exam for middle high shcool. But they found i doing it quite well. So my dad said, just let her try to attend a music school. I just obey their order. I passs the exam and study in a music academy school. But a few years later. I decide to give up flute. It is was a terrible experience for me.And it takes long time to adjust myself. Later, I just study in a common high school and graduated.
I took a long time to find myself. I know how hard for my experience. How hard it is to leave music for a long time. I think I love music. And I can not leave music. That is my daily life. I want to do my best in music.